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Decimated Wrists
10:43
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Nothing makes this more okay
The tangible feeling of being ripped from meaning
There is a warmth I crave I never get
I was so close
I watch my blood running down my arms
I watch me leak out of myself
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Vertigo (Below Eden)
05:25
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ll of the compassion in the world evaporated to heaven after the fall
Leaked upwards out of the soil, out of plants, of people
We cling to vestiges, my vestige, my vestige, I love you
We cling onto vestiges, my vestige, I love you
Born alone, born wrong
Faulty vessel, waiting for its host, it is found
Philosophical zombie of trauma
I remember all of you
I fucking remember all of you
I wonder if you were the first face I saw, really saw
I wonder if you were the first face
I saw
Really saw
We cling onto vestiges, moths to light, I need you, I need you
We cling to vestiges, cold world, cold, world
We drift together and break apart, every bone in my body broken, fully conscious
I can't do this, I don't know how to do this
Not alone, please
I've never done this, I don't know how to do this
Not alone, not alone, please
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23 Years
23 Fucking Years
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Tightrope Transmigration
06:38
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How you looked at me
Wasn't how I pretended you looked at me
I invented a future because there was none
Pictures in clouds
Shifting formlessness
Transformed to mysticism
I tried to protect but I need to be protected
I tried to hold you but I needed to be held
I want to drink into a coma
And choke on my vomit
And transmigrate
I want to hang myself in my closet
But the bar gave way
{redacted}
Time is killing me
I'm sorry I confused you
I think you needed someone with a future
With something to live for
I hope you have that now
Everything was a threat
What was expected of me
The sea
The fireworks that lit up Worthing pier
Drink into a coma
And choke on my vomit
And transmigrate
Hang myself in my closet
But the bar gave way
{redacted}
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