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Pavlovian Depression

by Distraxi

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Ascetic joy Tables turn Rivers of gold Spill throughout the second temple Christ rises above the body From Hades to new Jerusalem Sculptures of pain Demetrius continues Pilate's work Body morphs into heaven And annuls the crucifix Spirit morphs flesh From sin to salvation
2.
Martinet 03:45
You're a martinet falling over yourself And tighten my thumbscrews with each mistake My own worst enemy If you were real I would put you in the fucking ground Blast you apart Into disparate pieces Like the ones that make me You shouldn't be whole Flesh is too worn I feel old already Everything moves by so quickly No time to work out anything A great and modest truth To absorb and fade away
3.
Looped over and over in spiralling rotting patterns I broke free Crushing self doubt To be free Stitching back broken pieces Of what I should've been Don't do anything you'll regret I fucking knew I'd hear those words It's all so much less wrong But catharsis and pain won't put out the fires I'm such a useless fucking wreck Always chained by self pity Self imposed agoraphobia Simple steps Simple fucking steps Is it wrong to feel this right? Guilt for the guiltless I've always loved that irony Useless fucking wreck Even the rain laughs at you Thanks for nothing
4.
Hands drag dry flesh along arid rocks Birds peck about In gardens of skulls Twisted living Slow moving creatures Hands drag dry flesh along arid rocks Birds peck about In gardens of skulls Twisted living Slow moving creatures Hands drag dry flesh along arid rocks Birds peck about In gardens of skulls Twisted living Slow moving creatures Hands drag dry flesh along arid rocks Birds peck about In gardens of skulls
5.
Ascetic joy Tables turn Rivers of gold Spill througout the second temple Christ rises above the body From Hades to new Jerusalem Sculputres of pain Demetrius continues pilate's work Body morphs into heaven And annuls the crucifix Spirit morphs flesh From sin to salvation

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Songs of Pain

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Particular Piece of Shrapnel
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released August 12, 2021

Noise and Vocals- AC

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Dark industrial soundscapes/pain electronics from Bath, UK. ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

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